9.6.11

My Life is Miserable WITH or WITHOUT Iskandar Around

as salam.. 

hai guys, hows ur day??
mine, a bit extra busy than usual.. working like there is no tomorrow.. and im feeling tired and un-focus T__T

im supposedly on leave for these 3 days but because of "saya yang menurut perintah", here im, in the office watching blankly at the monitor, hahahaha and to make thing worst, i have to fly to sandakan early of tomorrow morning and stay there until sunday and this is my third trips to sabah in 2 weeks... fuhh what a life!!!

i hope iskandar really having fun time with his mak ngah, acik ieyan and kak niena at bukit merah lake town resort.. yeah, we've planned to get some fun time with kids at bukit merah this week but "kita hanya merancang......." so i let my sister bring iskandar along because i've promised him, although i knew he won't remember or understand what the promise is...

last night, it was weird when the house seemed so silence without iskandar's scream and his mulut becok around, i felt "empty" and something just not right when i have a full control toward the astro remote all by myself, and it was only a few hours since they left.. usually i left him when i had to be outstation  for duty-calls but this time he left me, so it's make me sad although i know he having a good time there...   

they going be back tomorrow evening but i will only can see my son after return from sandakan this sunday, hopefully i can emotionally stable until that time... 

mummy misses u so much iskandar!!!




Luv,
 

2 comments:

Carrie-Ma said...

anak ptd namanya, belajor2 outstesen sejak dari kecik ye ish2

Leonora Halim said...

ololorrrr.... relax mummy relax ya... nanti pulang jugak... tak lama dah.. :)